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22 August 16:06
i also finished my first playthrough of Lovely Lady RPG, another angel's recommendation. i think i need to replay it a couple of times, but my goodness is it easy to recommend. for once i can mention a work's sense of humor being distinctly british and have it not be a mark against it. i think the variety of content is something it actually does better than Disco Elysium; i know the difference between my first and second LLRPG playthroughs will be much more different from one another than my first and second Disco playthroughs will be. please play it!
12 August 2026 21:50
i've gotten stuck into The Citadel (2020) after a pretty woman's recommendation; it's rewarding to see that it was a clear inspiration for Girl Purgatoriem's art. it's a style worth emulating, to be sure. i'm a particular fan of whichever enemy it is whose gibs reveal that they're blindfolded, i think the red soldier? really good stuff.
12 August 2026 21:40
there is something there, to the charge of "tourism," to the fascination with the aesthetics of the oppressed. arenas for future self-improvement.
2 August 2026 14:38
inclusivity taken seriously demands idealism, which always leads to the continued exclusion of the marginalized. i understand the impulse towards inclusivity-as-total-solution that informs these kinds of belifs and where it comes from, but it makes for terrible politics. you are not "transmascfem," you no longer want to take testosterone and are insecure about losing transsexual community as a cissexual. you are not a "bi lesbian," you are bi and upset that i'm cooler than you because of it.
2 August 2026 14:33
them has an article up today about foot fetishes. (no link; you won't get traffic from me that easily.) it's extremely basic, but i appreciate that there is a section addressing the stigma associated with liking feet. i'm not imagining it!
15 July 2026 20:31
an excellent bit of gender commentary from an unlikely source: this KBash video about Soul Nomad (PS2). "Guys, I said I don't wanna be Kratos and you made me a woman. ...Actually, wait, that's exactly how people think about masculinity."
15 July 2026 17:00
i think gamedev types refer to what i'm writing now as a "postmortem." i will not be calling it that as it has absolutely no swag.
13 July 2026 16:00
just to keep you all up to speed: the 4 June project was canceled, and Fag I was the 25 May project. i hope you all enjoy it!
12 July 2026 08:30
i reserve the right to say "you all" because i sure as hell didn't do it.
11 July 2026 23:14
also remember when The Rock had a verse on a rap song and you all gave him free promo? the hell was that about?
11 July 2026 23:13
meanwhile, i am only just out of the tutorial and i feel pretty safe in recommending Lovely Lady RPG. i think i'm increasingly able to sum up my taste with the phrase "tranny media." a topic for another night perhaps?
11 July 2026 23:10
i beat Atomfall yesterday. i am glad i didn't buy the DLCs when they were on sale because i have no interest whatsoever in coming back. it's not a bad game, it's basically competent at everything it does. but it is no more than that. the story is completely nothing, no "faction" more compelling than another - and the one that's interesting by virtue of not having the obvious problems the others have, the Voice on the Telephone, is narratively the most boring of them all. i stopped doing most side quests when i realized the rewards offered were just items, usually. the game's visual identity is coherent, but so flat!! it's identifiably british, yes, they succeeded on that front, but beyond that nothing stuck with me at all. Wallace & Gromit is identifiably british, too, but there's so much more to its visual identity. i have a feeling this was the toll taken for the game's visual fidelity, which is admittedly impressive, but i don't play games because they look pretty. i liked the shooting, exploration, and diegetic questing well enough, as well as the bartering system. the granular difficulty was also nice, it allowed me to keep the game near max difficulty while turning down only the most frustrating components by one notch. even still, the game got easier over time - the initial feeling of being naked and afraid should go away at some point, but i basically stopped dying entirely around 2/3s of the way through. even the sale price of $20 feels like a lot to ask, considering i won't even remember this game in a month.
11 July 2026 22:56
nonbinary politics annoy me. do not accept the forwarding of any reinvention of "exorsexism" regardless the name it goes by.
8 July 2026 10:40
give it time and Ada Rook's new album cum songs might be my album of the year.
27 June 2026 17:57
writing something that i plan to publish before i'm able to complete the project i alluded to on 25 May. i bring up, how could i not, intersectionality in it. it made me realize that although there is truly little research on transmisogynoir, there's also little research on the intersection of transphobia and racism. i would encourage every transmasc appalled by feminists rejecting the framework put forth by "transandrophobia" to direct his/its/their efforts there.
4 June 2026 14:25
the new tracks added by the deluxe version of inhell, Exhale have all solved the production problems of the original but can't fix mitsu's corny flows. the new fakemink is close to unlistenable. Bloodzebra, which i enjoyed but was a little mild on at first, is close to a perfect album, i now realize.
31 May 2026 21:22
the liberal catchphrase that's pissing me off today is "right/wrong side of history"
27 May 2026 20:28
i looped back around folks i'm sexualizing love. use your noggin for this one if you're lagging behind bc it's not that big a leap from love potions which i already adored
26 May 2026 23:09
my next post will be my most ambitious yet, despite also being my shortest! really excited to put it in front of everyone.
25 May 2026 21:45
been referring to my CS2 teammates as "champion" recently. not in-game, just to myself, usually when i'm disappointed in them. not sure where i picked that up from.
24 May 2026 09:23
it's really cute that she smells like me around her girlfriend today.
21 May 2026 14:24
corollary to yesterday: you can do raceplay without being racist. the difference is simulating racism without reproducing it. i understand the caution; i think a majority of people engaged in it are reproducing it, including the guy i was vaguing about yesterday. see also "BNWO"
18 May 2026 08:20
breeding kink stops being cool the instant you get racist about it. furries: you're not slick.
17 May 2026 17:56
a couple weekends ago a girl tried to teach me how to play Guilty Gear Strive and she beat my ass so badly that i cried. true story
17 May 2026 08:23
after i publish this next post i'm going into hiding for a while, i think. it seems there's some truth to the philosophy of eating and shitting my friend imparted upon me, and i've been doing an awful lot of shitting. time for me to eat.
15 May 2026 21:35
it's okay! rabbits can't puke.
15 May 2026 11:47
asexuality article mostly done, it needs formatting and then i'm going to run it past a few sets of eyes before i post it
14 May 2026 13:29
currently in the works: article on my asexual experience, annotated bibliography for Feet I. not a guarantee either will see the light of day.
13 May 2026 23:32
@sweatermuppets is a fucking muppet, true to his handle. he has a new sticker design for sale which reads "transness is natural." and were it not? would you assent to trans repression if you were proven wrong? worthless, liberal, virtue-signaling TME nonsense - not that we should expect anything less from someone whose entire aesthetic hinges upon reactionary nostalgia for USAmerican lesbian bars
13 May 2026 13:50
watched Tickled dir. David Farrier & Dylan Reeve. it was okay. i appreciated that they don't dwell on the tickle fetish itself so much as the abuse carried out by those with money and power. how hard is that? been watching/reading a lot of things that are just okay, recently. thankfully not all of it is mids, read GIRLS' SYMBIOSIS!
11 May 2026 22:12
sometimes i forget what it's all about until i meet someone new. never had to crack an egg who's already on estrogen before...
11 May 2026 18:48
how come when i think a release like I Die 10000 Times a Day or SISTERHOOD has strangely mixed vocals, nobody else seems to talk about it, but releases that sound fine to me like A New Hope have their vocal mix dogged on?
11 May 2026 08:12
in response to @transgamegal on IG: white trans women are racist because we're white, not because we're "male socalized." capitulating to this rhetoric is convenient, but it's poor analysis; can you explain how white trans women are more "male socialized" than non-white trans women?